Have you ever been through a break up where you analyzed every thing that the other person said trying to find some hidden meaning, some hidden insight, some cryptic reason to believe that they might really some day come back?
How long do you do this? When do you stop? How do you stop?
Several times I’ve all but begged Galen to say “I don’t love you” so I could move on with my life. He won’t say it. He doesn’t say I’m not coming back, he says “I can’t come back”. What the heck does that mean? Can’t bring himself to? Can’t get away from his girlfriend long enough to think for himself? Can’t figure out how? Can’t come to grips with how he feels about me?
How long do all these questions linger on before it isn’t such a big part of my life?
