I so thought today would be a good day

I made it all the way to work before I cried. Both girls got on the bus. I didn’t have any malodies or calamadies.

Then I got home and saw that Galen had read one of the e-cards I’d sent over the last few weeks and just fell apart all over again.

Why does everything about him hurt? I remember asking him would he ever come by my office that he didn’t leave me in tears and he said “soon”. He doesn’t even have to see me or talk to me for me to cry.

What is wrong with me? I don’t understand why everything seems so painful.